Bree Remembers the Fallen

[bree]

I shall begin, but first I say something.



































I am not Fleur DuPont.

But I think you all knew that.




Whoops.





Anyway, on with the show!

Oh, Naomi. Being the first boot had to SUCK, especially for someone that was as fun as you were. I was shocked as all hell when your name came up instead of Mark's. We had that great conversation the night of the challenge, and you suddenly being the target came out of almost nowhere. I thought you'd been social with the others too, but I guess not. To be honest... I'm kind of glad you left. I ended up getting really close to Mark, and him and I ended up needing each other to make it this far. I still only voted for you so I wouldn't be in the minority, because I didn't talk to Mark until the next round. I still felt bad writing your name down, since you were one of the first people I talked to. I still don't get it even to this day. Guess you must have just brought a sword to a gunfight... again... (inb4 Jessica)

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Klein, Klein, Klein... you really were an idiot this game, you know that? At least you weren't threatening to cut yourself in front of me this time... that sent me into a PANIC. I am happy you are doing better! But why did YOU have to get Pilar? I mean, your name comes up, and in response, you throw half the tribe under the bus and get us all to want you gone even more. That's why you were voted out! I hope you learn from this. And I hope you swear off playing as a girl for real this time. ...no more comments xD

[bree]

Tina told me that you were the Pilar of Admonitio. But since we were never on a tribe together, I really can't say anything about you in this game. Of course... you did it to yourself, and deleting the BB Toxic AS board was a douchey thing to do. No wonder everyone hated you!

[bree]

You voted for me. I don't like that. You were le rat by all means. You told Pilar that we were voting for her, and that immediately got all of us to distrust you. Not the smartest move, to tell you the truth. If you hadn't done that, there wouldn't have been a bus-throwing contest in Pilar's brain. Hence... we threw you under the bus, too. I thought you were active and a player, but I could never ever trust you after what happened. C'est le ve, oui?

[bree]

The dumbest thing you did was vote for me. That got the entire tribe against you. You should not have lied about that, because that only made it look like you'd never vote with us come a merge or swap, and we couldn't have that. You only told me the truth when I told YOU the truth about my identity. I'm glad what happened didn't affect our relationship at all. You know you're awesome, Angi

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You're a bitch.

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...there was a Beau in this game?

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Oh Julian... I have a lot to say about you. I am so glad we could align given... similar shtick ideas. Seriously, I think that was meant to happen. I do have a feeling that you know who I am, Dylan, and that even though you figured me out... you still wanted to work with me. Was I honest with you? Yes. I told you about the sacrifice for a reason. You never were on the bottom for me - in fact, I'd never given that any thought. I wanted you to be in the final five at that point in time. But then I started hearing things about deals you had with everyone, and then I started to trust you less. I think you may have started to overplay, and that's why they voted you out. They realized you were shady. They realized you were playing the game hard. Possibly trolling. Dios mio... it stung to see you go still, because I knew you'd be loyal at the merge. To the fans, that is. And maybe you leaving helped me, for all I know. I really don't. It was nice working with you, and I hope there isn't any tension between us at all like there once was

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I think you got a bad rap here, Tina... because of Season 3. I mean, Tina's Army of Skanks because of how over-the-top and ridiculous you were, and the edit that led to you being the last member of pre-jury. Here... you were great. You may not have known who I was until after the fact, or when I said I'd vote for Starr because of FiboGate. It really was amazing that all four of us ended up on the same tribe. And it really sucked to see you go like that, but honestly... I made the wrong call there, but that's in retrospect. If you had been in the merge instead of Starr, I wouldn't be here, in the end. So I gotta say it was a blessing in disguise, even if I still like you as a person. Sorry you had to leave!

[bree]

Based on what I heard, your boot was a shocker. Probably Liam wanting to be in control and you threatened that. Everything I've heard is that you're a monster in these games. You make deals, you play hard, you play amazing, you have good taste in Survivor castaways, and your avatar is really pretty. </hat fetish> Anyway, you leaving was actually a good thing - it led to us having fewer powerhouse favourites at the merge, which meant it was easier to get rid of them all. I don't know WHAT happened, but... I honestly want to meet you sometime, Mr. Lordy.

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I liked you... until had doubts when I found out who you were. You were at least supportive of helping me get out whoever voted for me for the sake of tribe unity. That's gotta be new for you. Were you actually trying to be a good guy for once? If so, I'm impressed! Maybe you can stop tracing my IP everywhere and being a dick to me behind my back so we can be on good terms again? Or is that wishful thinking?

...sorry, I prattled on. To be honest, I kind of wish you had stayed over Knox. Although you probably would have been just as shady, but that's my predisposition to how you'd always play as Lex. Sorry if you were actually being a nice guy for once - I know you're capable of it! Looking forward to lurking Sausage AS!

[bree]

You should not have left. How the fuck can you be voted out of a Judgement you're not even AT? That makes like NO SENSE AT ALL. I wish you'd have stayed and not been Godmodded unfairly. Because you had been the bottom rung on Admonitio for a long time. That means you'd more likely than not flip against Liam and them, vote with us, and possibly get fifth. I wish that would have happened... but that's all I can really say.

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Prepare for a novel.

Chad, I wanted to work with you very very badly after we connected on Farrago. We knew each other, we got along, you're good at pleading your case and explaining things, and I was all for a Farrago final five. I thought that was the plan. I thought that was what we all wanted. But you lied.

And lied.

And lied.

And lied.

You treated me as a vote slave. You wanted me to be acquiescent to whatever you did. You wanted me to betray my alliance a SECOND time, after I had worked my butt off to rebuild it. You wanted me to work with Gloria of all people. You wanted me to play YOUR game. You were even playing along with Gloria's idea to throw a challenge to vote me off. Hell, you may have even told her who I was. Which means that under no circumstances should I have EVER trusted you.

You didn't play that merge round well at all, and that's why the target fell on you. You outright told me that you were turning your back on me for "Favourite Power" and wanted me to come along, yet you never brought up Mark's name as a vote. I knew right then and there I HAD to drive a knife into your back. You were the single biggest threat to my game. You were trying to turn the fans against each other, forgetting that we would compare notes and forgetting that we have brains, too. You thought you would get your way... but we targeted you BECAUSE you had such a bad attitude. You wanted me to vote out Knox before going after Carly next, when I wanted the reverse. I thought games were all about pruning inactives? Why did you want to protect the girl you called stupid and inactive on multiple occasions? It just doesn't make sense.

Chad, my opinion of you was hurt tremendously by your actions in this game. I don't even know how many times you lied to me. I don't know what all was true and what all was not. I thought we had something, but I don't know if we do anymore - I hope we do, I want to be friends, and I want to let what happened in this game go. I stabbed the back that turned on me, after all - that's just the game. I hope that when confessionals open up that I see that you WERE real with me. I still can't get over... I almost threw my game away for YOU, and what did I get for it? BETRAYED. LIED TO. TREATED LIKE A SLAVE. I HATED THAT SO SO MUCH.

...sorry if I overdid it there, or got too harsh. I was getting caught up in the moment. I hope what I have said time and time again was wrong, and that you really wanted to work with me, but the way you handled yourself was indicative of anything but. I wanted you gone for a reason: You threatened my game and tried to put it in jeopardy for your sake. That's the worst kind of ally possible. That's just how it is.

[bree]

Y'know, when an inactive makes the jury... something's wrong. I never once saw you on AIM (even when I was on for an ENTIRE DAY at the merge) or saw you post on the board. Which means... you were inactive, end of story.

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STARR!

You leaving SUCKED

Okay, a lot to say. I'm so sorry I voted for you on Farrago. That was a move with my heart and not my mind. A stupid move. Something that didn't make any sense. Something that wasn't something I should have done. I almost threw my game away for someone I shouldn't to vote out someone that I thought wouldn't trust me upon knowing who I was.

Yeah, I should have just come clean when you were telling me your version of events of FiboGate. I should have been honest. I was a bad ally for you. I admit that. And yet... it still sucks to not have you here. At least that spared us the difficulty of determining who would be the bottom rung of the fans two rounds in a row...

Although... I had immunity the round you left. So if I hadn't won that challenge, it would have been me. I'm glad it wasn't, but IT STILL SUCKS TO SEE YOU IN 10th! You deserved better than that. I hope we meet again and all of the demons from FiboGate can be put to rest. I really enjoyed getting to know you and working with you. Thanks for trusting me after I made the worst mistake I've made in a game in ages. We'll talk soon <3