King of Anything

[knox]

Knox O Pompillio 5:33 pm
Starr is being so stand off ish with me...

Mark Jeffcoat 5:33 pm
she's not even talking to me at all right now
has she said anything?

Knox O Pompillio 5:34 pm
well, I asked her about the blindside, since I figured I should to see what she had to say and so she didn't suspect someone had explained me anything

Mark Jeffcoat 5:34 pm
is she just ignoring your, or did she respond at all?

Knox O Pompillio 5:35 pm
Knox O Pompillio 5:11 pm
Sooooo, what happened during the vote? I have to say I was blindsided with the results.


Starr Iski 5:12 pm
We didn't want to tell you. :-) Figured you were with Dion.

Mark Jeffcoat 5:37 pm
I love the little smiley
makes everything better

Knox O Pompillio 5:37 pm
Oh yeah, made me feel much better about my position and all.
What a bitch dude, seriously.

Mark Jeffcoat 5:38 pm
well she's not even talking to me at the moment

Knox O Pompillio 5:38 pm
you already served your purpose, Ia guess

Mark Jeffcoat 5:41 pm
Mark Jeffcoat 4:40 pm
we could possibly have a rogue Zac and Knox on our hands...cause Knox wants to know what happened. What happens if we switch up, or merge for that matter??


Starr Iski 4:40 pm
Good question. I told Knox how it was - that I thought he was with Dion.
He thinks I'm head honcho though. :-\
I really don't know. I'm just hoping there isn't one.
Just wondered how she would answer that question

Knox O Pompillio 5:41 pm
hmmmm
she IS the head honcho tho, who else?
Bree is not smart enough, and Julian... I mean

Mark Jeffcoat 5:42 pm
really I think they believe they are all 3 head honchos because stuff has been happening their way
Mark Jeffcoat 5:43 pm
Bree is getting really, really cocky

Knox O Pompillio 5:43 pm
is she? I barely talk to her

Mark Jeffcoat 5:44 pm
I'm just going off of her responses to the last couple of judgments
"you mess with the wrong Bree"
as if she had anything to do with saving herself

Knox O Pompillio 5:45 pm
lol
oh Bree

Just a quick conversation I thought was relevant. So, here... interesting that he would throw me under the bus like that just because he wanted to satisfy his curiosity.

[knox]

EPISODE V

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“She wants to find "le liar"…”[/font]

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After a lot of thinking and inner struggle I have decided not to go to the Garden of Eden for an apple. It might be the most foolish decision that I could make, but the truth is the text clearly states there will be a consequence for taking an apple, and it could be fatal. I feel in danger at this point, but I don’t know if I’m completely in danger and the possibility of being whipped out because of my greed and paranoia clearly would be the worst way to go.

Right now I need to focus on the challenge and my bond with the guys, after my little argument with Starr where I told her I knew she was running the show [stupid move, in retrospect] I need the guys more than ever. I know I can trust Zac, there is no doubt in my mind about that. And I think I can trust Mark, Thiago and Gabriel, they have all been pretty honest with me about the whole situation and I believe they like me, even if they would rather stick together than with me. In reality, it doesn’t matter anymore because I realize that I have to make the move in order to survive. I’d rather be fifth on an alliance than next out if Starr continues to Queen it out.

It has been a hard time ever since Dion went home, she was the only chick that I would have banged. Now I am trapped in a world where my two options are Bree who I can barely understand and Starr who is fat. Nothing against fat chicks, but Starr is clearly trying too hard, her personality reminds me of those killer whales you see at the big water shows. The ones that are used to being the center of attention.

Things have been weird, I feel somewhat rejected. It’s a new feeling for me, I have always been a popular guy so feeling like I am not as liked as I should be is odd. I don’t like it at all, I want to be loved by others, like it is meant to be. I mean, c’mon look at me, I’m a piece of hunk I need and deserve the attention. The guys just need to get out of their funk and jealousy and realize that I won’t judge them cause they can’t be as perfect as me.

In all reality right now I’m playing stupid. Mark and Zac already caught me up with the plan of the guys sticking together. They have all talked about it, without me, and decided I should be added to the voting block. I am talking to Gabe and I brought up the last vote and he kinda brought up how he would like the have the guys stick together, clearly this reveals that he doesn’t think I’m on the ins of the plan, which is interesting. Therefore I am pretending like I have no clue it’s a sealed deal and I am hopeful that we will be able to pull it off. He said and I quote: “Gabriel 1:18 am: i think they will i feel like they definitely want out of that trio”

I am fine playing the role of the dumb jock who has no idea what he is doing, if that is going to get me further into the game then so be it. I’m used to playing stupid all the time, so I know that this is something I can excel at, eventually they will realize I am a lot smarter than I let on, but hopefully by then I would have found my footing and they will be too shocked to see it coming.

Let the games begin!

[knox]

EPISODE VI

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“I knew I didn’t like that snake…”[/font]

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Someone beat me to the tree, and the consequences are that the snake has visited our camp. I don’t think a lot of people realized that’s what it meant and I was stupid enough to point it out at camp. It makes me weary though, who exactly went to the tree? Because that is what it has to mean, the snake lived in the tree and tempted Eve to get the apples, someone has summoned the devil! And now it seems like either each tribe votes someone out, or there is some kind of tribe swap, like Starr said. Shockingly Bree is not understanding anything… that was sarcasm by the way.

I am kind of excited for this round, though I have to say I have no idea where everyone has been. We won and everyone went MIA, which I find stupid since you know the game is still going on. It’s almost like they didn’t care to talk and strategize while we had a small break… it was odd. It would have been the perfect time to solidify the Bro Coalition against BJS.

Can I point out how hilarious I find it that Bree/Julian/Starr together with initials create the word “BJS”? I have a gutter mind so I might be the only one that finds it funny, but it is

A talking snake has come to camp… who knew snakes could talk? It had some creeptic message that I did not fully understand. But either way, the snake had some bad news… apparently from what we concluded we are going to have to send some people to be sacrificed. My thought was we should send Starr since she is fat and all that she would feed the most people, if the demons or whoever she is being sacrificed to are satisfied after her then we won’t need to sacrifice anymore people. Smart, huh?

Now, here is to hoping we only have to send three people over, if it is a swap. Because we all know if there are four people, I might be the fourth person sacrificed and I won’t be too happy about it. Then again, if that was the case I would jump ship to the Favorites so fast that it would not even be funny. I need to start standing out more, I feel like so far this game I have been super UTR and in the most boring of ways, so I need a breakout episode ASAP.

Also I kno this conf is small, but I haven’t posted in a while and it was bothering me…

[knox]

Can someone please explain to me why Julian stayed? Seriously, if that dude doesn't win immunity then he is fucked. And with Zac still with me after that either Gabe goes 3-1 or we have a tie 2-2 and then we will see what happens. This tribe switch though has put me in possibly a much better spot, and I couldn't be happier about it.

I would write a full fleshed confessional, but I just wanted to make fun of Julian.

So, Julian:

[knox]

EPISODE VI

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“I knew I didn’t like that snake…”[/font]

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Man, Mark went ham on this challenge! He even took some of the points that I was meant to grab, it’s interesting that he tried so hard but it’s a good thing as well. I am just glad that I got the point for 20’s since I did really good with those. And I deserved it. I tried hard on those, but Mark won immunity which is a good thing.

I think this round is gonna be really straight forward, we had all agreed before that Julian was the target so I truly don’t see a reason for it to change. Mark already told me that Julian is throwing my name around, and quite frankly I am not surprised, but he reassured me that even if Gabriel decided to go insane him and Zac would stick by me and we would have majority.


You know what I miss in this Appocalypse? T-Bell. You know that delicious Mexican place with the tacos and shit? Delicious, and quite frankly I am disappointed that they are all closed, so I asked Julian if he could make some seeing how he is Mexican and whatever. He can’t, so clearly now he has to go, what is his use if he can’t cook us real Mexican food like T-Bell? What a douche, gotta go.

I am not even worried though, I truly trust those two. I think our alliance is strong, and kind of solid and official. I am really happy with things as they stand though. This means even if we were to lose the next challenge my boys would have my back. It may be time to get cocky and stuff, because my position is great, but I have to keep playing the dumb jock and let them think they got me.

The only reason to worry is if he uses an apple of some kind, because I am his target, but I am hoping he feels secure enough. Me and Zac are pretending to vote for each other, we need to keep him calm just in case and I trust Zac enough to know that he would never vote for me, and likewise he knows I won’t do that to him.

[knox]

EPISODE VII

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“That little french whore!”[/font]

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Julian is gone, for a second I was nervous when the votes were being read, for some reason. But he went home and I am in an absolutely amazing position right now, I assume if we were to lose Gabe would try to get me to be voted out but I am certain Zac/Mark would have my back, or at least Zac so things might get interesting. Which is always good.

I am surprised, and somewhat upset that Tina went home over at the new tribe. I was expecting Thiago to flip on the two broads, but somehow Tina went home. Mark said that Starr had a null vote, and it was a clusterfuck, then Bree flipped or something, and Gloria flipped too? Whatever happened, that sounds like a huge trainwreck. But having both Bree and Starr still around makes me really annoyed, those are the two bitches who tried to keep me out of the loop so they are two people I do not trust. Here is to hoping they can get owned soon enough.

I am just glad to where my game is headed. I am aware I am not the most active at this point, but I think I am active enough and made good enough connections where I can actually be in a great spot.

Julian was exiled, no big deal. Now we are in sausage town and it’s starting to get hard to just focus, without any chicks around I feel like some of these guys are gonna start liking me, like that… I’m not down with that, so I hope that is not the case, I don’t have to put my bros in their place.

Things are good though, I feel like I am finally the king of the castle and they all respect and adore me, like they should have from the very beginning. So, it’s a relief that they finally realize who the superior being here is.

We have a challenge soon, something to do with beakers... why do we keep having these nerdy challenges? Shit, I almost bombed Chem in High School! I had to sleep with Ms. Robinson to pass, and even tho it was a good lay, I ain't trying to do that now that the world is over. I hope that God tests us with some challenge about football, or chugging beer.

This challenge is one we need to win. Sadly for me, it’s in a bad time. I would be really good at parts A and B [not C because of my shitty connection] but I think I would do great at the other two. But I have class at six, and then I am hosting the beginning of the Hunger Games for my college [oh, the life on an RA!] so I won’t be back until around midnight and none of these men are night owls. I told them I’d do part B upon my return though. But still, I want to feel like an important contributor, for a change.

I guess right now we just have to focus on winning, I would like to keep the guys all together for the merge. Which seems so far away… there’s still fifteen people left, which means either three or five more votes to go, how frustrating! But the game started with a million and three people, so it’s expected to be like that. However, if it’s five more votes, then I am nervous of how things could go because we have so few people in our tribe.

Gotta try hard, that’s all there is to it!

Also, what is this battle thing that looms upon us?! Something tells me it’s gonna be something intense that I am gonna be really fucked over with. But we shall see, I do like a good challenge.

[knox]

I made this challenge my bitch. With one minute to spare. Got it all done.
I feel beyond accomplished, and this should show that I AM reliable.
Best way to go to bed

[knox]

I have never been more frustrated with the internet at my school. It keeps freezing in both my phone and the actual computer. I already messed up four gallons, and Mark had to go. So now if Zac doesn't show up we are screwed, and even if he does, with the internet here we might lose either way. And I am very frustrated... I am not someone who cries but I am getting really frustrated, I want to throw my phone against the wall and punch a hole through the computer screen.

[knox]

EPISODE VII

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“That little French whore!”[/font]

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To no one’s surprise we have lost the challenge. It sucks because I did really good in Part B and I absolutely blew Part C due to my internet connection. I am obviously responsible for the loss, and I can admit that. I am just hoping at this point in time that I will be spared because I am in a tight alliance with Zac and Mark.

I honestly think that Zac will vote for me, so worst case scenario we will have a tie. He already told me that Gabe thinks the vote is for me, which makes me nervous, I wish it was Zac as he was kind of more MIA than I was, and at least I tried part C even if I failed miserably at it.

I hope Gabe does not have a price that could fuck me over… I guess this round is beyond nerve-wracking because of the fact none of us deserves to go. It’s going to be sad regardless, these are the three guys I wanted at the end with me and now one has to go, our trust on each other is about to get tested. Especially for Zac, Mark and myself. So I hope I can come up with the upper hand. This has been a fantastic game and I am not ready for it to end.

[knox]

EPISODE VIII

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“Who the fuck had a tree fall on her?!”[/font]

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The number game… what an intense and absolutely fast round. It went by as fast as a virgin’s first time, it was rather strange, awkward and yet satisfying and good.

We finally managed to win a challenge, praise Morgan and all the other angels! This could not have come at a better time, now I get to keep my alliance together and hopefully a merge is next [twelve seems like a decent merge number] and then during tomorrow’s super-secret announcement [which I might miss if my 10 PM meeting runs too long] we will be announced merged. That would be ideal, besides having to see Starr and Bree’s stupid faces again.

Which by the way, are we allowed to talk? Cause Starr messaged me yesterday and I told her I didn’t think we could talk and she said we could, so we did for like 5 secs then I made an excuse and said “BRB” and never answered again. I don’t like breaking rules. Merp.

We had yet another battle, but this time it was different because there was some numbers, and dead people’s names, and all kinds of chaos. But we ended victorious, mostly thanks to my muscles and Mark’s brains, Zac dragged us behind a little, but the tribe of zombies fell further behind and we won. Good!

Starr has been trying to send smoke signals my way, but I ignore her because she is not only annoying but chubby, and I’d much rather have Zac put on a wig than let her near my D. I know she wants it, of course. Who doesn’t want some of this Italian stallion?

Anyways, I was a total rockstar at this challenge, not only did I figure out how to solve the puzzle quickly, but I did mine perfectly despite the fact it took me a million years. BUT it was perfect, which made us pull ahead and win [along with Mark, but who cares? This is the me show <3]

Anyways I hope tomorrow either we merge or Gabe/Dion comes back somehow. I have seen a bunch of the eliminated players on AIM and around the board in general, so something might be going on. Maybe both, like in last season. That would be pretty dope.

[wendy]

I don't want your D. I rather stay far away from it.

[knox]

Oh, Dante, we all know you want this D
Anyways I will have a confessional about the merge chaos once I figure it all out... eeek!

[knox]

EPISODE IX

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“I’ll play nice, but I still don’t like them!”[/font]

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Well, it’s merge time. I’m really happy to have made it to this point, however I am also really nervous because I know my access this weekend is gonna be very little. Sadly so. Trying to meet the favorites its hard because they are all playing with their cards very close to their chest.

I like Ben so far, and either Liam or Chad, I don’t remember who I met last night, but they were really cool. I think it was Liam. Then obviously Gloria is my girl. Though I don’t know where we stand, after all not because we are friends outside of the game does that mean we are gonna align in this game. I can hope that she would be emotional, but I know she goes into Gamebot mode so she might cut me eventually. No big deal. It’s just a game.

Taylor has yet to acknowledge my IM which is irritating, but whatevs. Then I also have to play nice with Bree and Starr whose level of fakeness I cannot stand. All of a sudden, the chubster wants to act like we are BFF’s and she is super happy to see me. Bitch, didn’t you tell me you didn’t want to share the one vote with me? Yeah, fuck off.

But I know that right now, with the same amount of fans and favorites I need to play nice and just act like I missed them, even though I want to choke them. In all reality if it wasn’t because I really like the bros, I would join up with the favorites to screw over Bree and Starr, it’s tempting.

The guys want us to stick together though, keep it fans vs favorites. Which to me, it’s funny because both of the girls are not even true fans, they played before so the only new players are the four of us guys and clearly we have a huge disadvantage.

Today there was some kind of big reunion, and not only did we get to see Starr, Thiago and the French whore, but meet six other people who up to now we had been battling for survival. This Apocalypses shit is intense man, let me tell you.

Now we have more shit to do, but also more people to talk to. Which is cool, because even though I love the bros I wanted some honeys around. That Gloria girl, she looks like she knows what she is doing, if you know what I mean… then we have a couple of other possible-bros and a girl that looks like skinny Starr, which makes me want nothing to do with her.

Also, can I point out how disappointing it is that the apples are all gone? I should have went for one. I really should have, but I chickened out and now all the leverage I could have had is gone with the wind. Well, damn it, I am gonna have to find some other way to make things work. So it’s time to turn up the charm.

This whole merge could turn into a brotastrophy! But I am hoping that things will not get there and we somehow get to convince people to stick with us or do something that will keep us safe.

[knox]

EPISODE IX

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“I’ll play nice, but I still don’t like them!”[/font]

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I’m about to be real right now, and confess how disappointed I am with my performance so far in this game. And especially this round, this week has been hectic, I have literally slept three hours tops daily. I am sick, exhausted and just completely baffled by how horrible and inactive I have been.

It sucks that the merge had to be this round, don’t get me wrong I am ecstatic that I have made it to this point, of course, but I also think it came at the worst time when it comes to my personal life. I am an RA in real life, and this week I have been hosting the biggest program that has ever been hosted in my small private school, a week long program that while rewarding and fun, it has kept me busy and exhausted. All I want to do right now is sleep.

But I can’t, because I have not done the challenge and I don’t to be that guy who doesn’t do challenges. I know that, as a host, when you put so much into planning challenges and people bitch about them and don’t do them is a little heartbreaking, even to the toughest of hosts. And I will never do that to someone, I would rather perform very poorly and sacrifice some sleep than not show up.

Part of me thinks that I do deserve to go home, because I have had so little time to bond and do stuff since we merged, but I don’t want that to be the case. I want to fight, I don’t like being a quitter. But I won’t even be around this weekend much, if at all. My significant other has been complaining I never spend enough time with him, and I am gonna go to his place for the weekend and I don’t know how much he’ll let me be on the computer to strategize and what not. But I am gonna try. God dammit I have to try.

Even if it’s in vain, I refuse to go down like a quitter… even if Starr is targeting me and so are the favorites, I can’t just roll to the side and allow myself to be killed I need to do as much as I can with the little time that I have.

[knox]

EPISODE IX

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“I’ll play nice, but I still don’t like them!”[/font]

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You know that moment when you realize your alliance doesn’t think very highly of you? Well, that moment just came to me. And quite frankly I am not too sure of what I can do. I mean, I guess I could flip, but is that really smart? If I did, I would alienate the bros. But if I stick with them, then I don’t think they really respect me.

Here is the deal, today they were being REALLY condescending to me. Truth is, I don’t care who goes, as long as it ain’t me. But when I said I would rather vote out Taylor or Carly over Chad since I never talk to either, and this was after they asked me what I wanted, they [Mark and Thiago] got all up on my face being really rude and condescending and basically accusing me of flipping, and being all kinds of shit.

Now, one thing I cannot possibly stand is when people are condescending, and granted I have been playing stupid, but when you basically treat me like shit for having a different opinion which was by no means a what I want to do kind of deal. I truly don’t care who goes, sure I like Chad a whole lot more than the other favorites [besides Ben and Gloria] and even more than Starr and Bree, but I am not by any means attached to him.

I was just trying to play it smart. After all the village idiots [Bree and Starr] got into it with Chad and now if he is a little paranoid and idol could be played on him and we would be screwed. And seeing how I’m their target I would be screwed. But do they care? Obviously not. Not even because it’s my neck in the line do they care to listen to my opinion, even though I would be the one going.

That does not paint a good omen for the future, but can I trust the favorites and flip? I mean I barely know most of them, and I have heard they don’t have the best opinion of me, but is it better than people who are already treating me like a second class citizen?

And not only that, but why are we doing what Starr and Bree want? Last I checked they were on the outs, and they have a lot of power since they are returning players so they know all the other players already. But hey, what would I know, right?

Maybe this is the emotional mess coming on, which is my normal gamestyle, mind you. But my emotions are telling me to just completely screw everyone and do my own thing, yet my mind… actually I don’t know what my mind wants. Part of it thinks flipping would be stupid, as it would make me a South Pacific Cochran, and the other part thinks if I don’t flip then I’d be a Denise and stay at the bottom of my alliance and just go to the slaughter when my time comes.

This decision is huge, and I won’t be here this weekend to do it. So, what do I want to do? Goooood, this is rough. So much to think, so little time, and quite frankly, not enough options.