Episode #3 - Ugh

[reese]

I am a little disgusted with myself for turning on Pilar. I tried to explain it to her the best way I could and she seemed to have forgiven me so that's really the best I can hope for at this point.

The reason I went against Pilar is because of Dion. That bitch went to Mark to ask him if he was voting for Pilar and told him not to mention it to me.

Excuse you, bitch? Mark said that she said I was a liability. I will show that bitch a liability if I win this challenge and/or I get every single person to vote against her lying ass. Especially since she's thrown five people under the bus so far in this game. What a wretch, seriously.

[reese]

Alright, so here's an update on what's gone on today.

Predictably, I've become the target because of my association with Pilar and because Dion thought I would turn on the tribe in a swap.

Dion and I talked it out and I assured her I would not turn on the tribe because they decided to vote out Pilar. I made it very clear I was going to do every possible thing to take down the vets in this game and I would prove my loyalty to the tribe.

Now she is hopefully going to go around to change the vote to Bree. My hopes are only semi up because I don't want to believe I'm going to stay because I talked with one person.

But one person can sometimes make the difference so patching things up with Dion was very important to do and I think I succeeded in doing so. We'll have to see, I'm hoping I can update at least once more with a status on everyone else and can save myself from being eliminated third and giving Zoe the satisfaction.

[reese]

I'm getting drunk.

[reese]

And I'm sending a PM to everyone except Bree. This is going to be fun.

[reese]

In case you were wondering, this is what I sent to everyone except Bree:

This is going out to everyone on the tribe except for Bree.

I am coming to you on the cusp of being extreme dance academy drunk in the next half hour to 5 minutes, depending on how fast the Whiskey mixed with Strawberry/Kiwi juice kicks in because I'm not spending a Friday night being paranoid as fuck.

I just took another drink. It's working fast, so I will as well. If anyone has any concerns about me and a swap, please let me put your mind as ease. I will not abandon our fan-fucking-tastic tribe. Like I said in my Judgement answer, I love dysfunctional families and we are one of the best if I ever saw one.

So in place of voting me out, I ask that you consider voting for Bree. I know there are a few of you who like her a lot, but I liked Pilar, and I still voted her out for the sake of tribe unity, just to prove where I stand on that matter.

I'll be around in various degrees of sloshedness tonight and varying degrees of hangoverness tomorrow. So please catch me when you can, and however you want to, just to let me know where your heads are at.

I love you bitches,

Reese

[reese]

This is promising. It's been about 15 hours and I've heard from just about everyone except for Zac and Gabriel. Starr and Knox were unsurprisingly avoiding making any kind of commitment to me because I believe they have been the two biggest supporters of Bree staying even though Knox said he'll go with "majority". I want to believe Dion, Mark and Julian are going to vote for Bree.

I need to talk about Thiago for a minute, because he's kind of a shady person. I mean, he likes to give out advice like candy as too how I should be playing the game. Like he's king shit on turd mountain or something and I'm a dirty little pre-schooler who has no idea what they're doing. This is not my first walk in Jurassic Park, people. He has no problem doling out advice but refuses to help in any other way. And when Dion talked with him, she showed me their conversation and one thing he said stood out to me when Dion told him I was 100% sticking with the tribe, he said "people will say anything". That, to me, is arrogance at it's best. I think a lot of these guys have big heads, but he has the biggest, and it worries me because I don't know if he can be counted on my side when he seems to be trying to spread paranoia throughout this tribe.

And update on Gabriel, he says he put in his vote for Bree, so that's another person down if he's telling me the truth. At this point I should have majority but I'm still going to wait on voting until I can confirm totally. I promise not to miss the deadline.

[reese]

What a complete fucking waste of my time.

I love the shit out of this game but these people are such asshole liars. I can't even handle it.