Round 5 Confessionals

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Yeah...it'd be great if people voted out could stop talking to people still in the game. Yeah, that'd be great.

Thiago tells me that Bree no longer believes that Dion voted for her two rounds ago. Which is kinda retarded because we know Dion *did* vote for her last night. So, according to Thiago, Bree is on a tear to find "le liar". Or Julian sold me out or some such. Or Dion was talking a lot last night...because I woke up to a message from her this morning, which I ignored. Get over it people.

These people are loons.

By the way, something struck me this morning. Thiago suggested we take Knox out before we have to turn on Bree/Starr/Julian. Of course, I get the logic in that. But I don't like that it basically gives Thiago and Thiago alone the power to make that flip. He could easily sick with the others whittle away at me, Zac, and Gabe. Don't think that would actually happen, but it isin the back of my mind. So, no....we go to judgment again and one of the big three goes.

I feel bad for Dion, I really do. What I don't feel bad for is her thinking that I ow her something, because, let's face it...this is Survivor. I don't. I feel bad because it stings to be blindsided, especially by the people you trust. Be let's be real here. Dion was like pulling teeth to talk to. And we NEVER talked about anything strategic! She pulled me into this group of herself/Julian/Starr...and then NEVER mentions it again. How mah s'posed to trust that ish? Seriously, people. If she'd been a bit more forthcoming, maybe things would have been different but Dion leaving was the best possible way to keep this tribe from being divided down the middle. I think we can appease Knox more than we could have any one of the big Three.

More later. Just know I ain't skeered.

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Dear diary,

I have so much to talk about. Please try your best to contain my excitement, while I try my best to contain my confidence because there is so much game left.
Sincerely,

Marcus P. Jeffcoat

Ok…where to begin, where to begin?

First off, I don’t know what’s come over me, but I went to Eden yesterday…yes, thank you, thank you…*brandishes sword*…but came back not being able to speak anyone’s name. It’s bizarre. It’s like Liar, Liar when Fletcher opens his mouth and nothing but the truth comes out, even though he intends to lie? I open my mouth and nothing comes out but Mr. Spanglish, or blondie, or moron. But in my mind, I’m thinking Julian, or Starr, or Bree. I guess it’s my tick for visiting Eden. I will either have to keep my mouth shut for the next 10 hours or be very careful that nobody but Thiago catches on.

But I have sooo much to talk about with them!

So, my sabotage of Dion worked. Though, I probably can’t take full credit for that. Surely someone else was working behind the scenes, too. But it sure seems like it was my hand that did it. You may wonder why Dion of all people, but I promise there’s a method to my madness and it’s not for the sake of playing dirty or backstabbing. She could have been a vote in my pocket, but let’s face it…the woman has no social skills. I mean, she’s around all day, but never talks, and whenever she does talk, it’s quick, short, surface…and she doesn’t say good bye.

#petpeeve

Even worse, she rounded up this alliance of herself, me, Bree, and Julian, which she never mentioned to me again. Not once. How am I tryin’a’ trust that?? Ain’t nobody got time for dat. And as it happens, that’s the best way to keep the tribe unified, because we have to be somewhat on board with one another before a switch-up. The only one we risked upsetting was Knox, and he was cool about it. Bree, Starr, and Julian wanted to keep Dion, Knox, and Zac in the dark…which is stupid, but whatever. We did that. Sorta. Of course I told Zac what was going on, but to put up smoke and mirrors and allow for Knox to not feel too out in the cold, Zac went on ahead and voted out of the majority. All planned. Now the assumed plan is that Thiago, Gabriel, Zac, Knox, and Marcus P. Jeffcoat will be cutting a limb from the Big Three as I like to call them.
Which, by the way, Thiago is riding the fence hardcore…I hope he doesn’t chaff. I’m very well aware that he could pull the rug out from under me at any time, but I have to trust someone without second guessing. After all, he has shared with me everything the dark side is doing…and the clues to the hidden immunity. Yes…he found 8 of the 10 fish right away and gave the task over to me. He opened the door for ME to find that idol. Laid it right in my lap. There has to be something to say for that. Anyways, I found his error that kept him from finding the other 2 fish and it was all in placement versus voting history in regards to season 3. So…yeah…the idol is mine. I thought once…or four times about not telling Thiago, but I didn’t know what the nature of my tick would be so I decided to let him know.

But the idol is in MY possession.

Now for the good stuff. Starr came to me last night and flat out told me that Julian wants to target me if we lose. Why, you ask? Because I’m the only one not aligned with him or some such tomfoolery. She laid out for me that Julian was aligned with:

#1: Dion, Herself, me

#2: Herself, Bree

#3: Thiago, Gabe, Knox, and Zac (this one, at least, gave me pause)

Of course, now that Dion is gone, and I caused it, Julian considers alliance #1 to be null and void. Why would Starr do this? I’m fairly certain that she, Bree, and Julian are tight because Thiago is a part of that group. But now Starr tells me it’s best to target Julian next. Well, yes, baby, I was way ahead of you…but what does she think she’s doing or is going on? Is she trying to get me to say stuff to people? I’m scratching my head here. My only guess is that she’s noticed her karma is way down in the negatives, and is scared. I can only laugh at such pettiness. But if people are looking at that, by all means, I will keep smiting Beau and Zoe. They were hated in their seasons, and if they can notice this, maybe they’ll think they’re on the outs again.

Anyway, I need Thiago to show his butt up so I can find out what Starr’s trying to do. But for now, blondie…subtlety is not in your repertoire. I’d work on that if I were you.

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Fun with Julian

Mark Jeffcoat : mi hermano

Julian: Hola!

Mark Jeffcoat: como estas?

Julian: not much. Got back from work, had lunch, might take a nap in a bit

Mark Jeffcoat: I am anxiously awaiting our challenge scores!

Julian: I know
we are looking good
I wish he would of showed us them before
we would of known if we had won or not

Mark Jeffcoat: showed us what?

Julian: the two finished projects

Mark Jeffcoat: oh yeah....I'd like to see theirs
but if they had no teamwork, and stuff floating in thin air, then maybe we beat them in aesthetics too

Julian: Si, I hope so
ours was muy beuno
very surprised if we lose

Mark Jeffcoat: eres fluido en espanol?

Translate: Are you fluent in Spanish? (at least Google translate's version )

(pause)(typing...typing...typing...)(pause)(typing...typing...)(pause)

Julian: Lets stick to ingles in our conversations

I thought so. :-)

Mark Jeffcoat : haha ok
tu deseo es mi comando

Translate: Your wish is my command

Mark Jeffcoat: so what are you thnking if we lose this challenge? I've realized I got wrapped up in a group with you, yet we never get to talk or strategize

Notice he doesn't sound as Spanish anymore

Julian: Honestly I would say Knox or Zac. I believe they were the two who were tight with Dion

How PC.

Mark Jeffcoat: duly noted
we want to keep unity in our tribe if we switch up soon, or possibly even merge

Julian: yea
I could see us swapping soon

(exits)

Mark Jeffcoat: left me with out even saying goodbye??

Now that I know he cares nothing for me, I can have a little fun with him. Got nothing to lose. Ain't skeered. I should devote a whole thread to Fun With Julian. I promise many risillas.