Post by Selena on Apr 24, 2013 17:25:02 GMT -5
~ Week #5 - Part I ~
It's been a roller-coaster week and I feel bad that I haven't really been keeping you all up-to-date. I wasn't necessarily fretting that Laela was booted because honestly I knew that at some point she would have turned on me as perhaps retaliation for Season 1. Additionally, she was too volatile & willing to create mayhem so I feel that it was ultimately good she left sooner rather than later. However, I will say that I kind of shot myself in the foot last week (or was it two weeks ago?) when I told Laela that she "might" be the one leaving. Of course, Laela tells Tina the one person I cannot stand in the game that I said that to her. What a moron I am for thinking that I could try and play both sides temporarily. Only reason I did so was just in case Laela had the idol & decided to use it. *Sigh* Now I have Tina and potentially more players mad at me or thinking that I am disloyal when in all actuality I really am just trying to be honest. Plus, it doesn't help that I went on an Anti-Tina campaign a couple days ago and badmouthed her to Carly and Ben. I don't think Ben would say anything, but Carly is a space cadet and who knows what she tells others. So ultimately my goal is to do some serious damage control & try to repair my image with the rest of the tribe.
As for alliances, I've only created one with Ben. I told Ben that I wanted to create a group alliance with a few others, but nothing has materialized thus far. That could potentially be due to the fact that certain people are like never around *cough*Beau,Taylor, Zoe*cough*. I feel so behind so early in the game ... this just blows.
It's been a roller-coaster week and I feel bad that I haven't really been keeping you all up-to-date. I wasn't necessarily fretting that Laela was booted because honestly I knew that at some point she would have turned on me as perhaps retaliation for Season 1. Additionally, she was too volatile & willing to create mayhem so I feel that it was ultimately good she left sooner rather than later. However, I will say that I kind of shot myself in the foot last week (or was it two weeks ago?) when I told Laela that she "might" be the one leaving. Of course, Laela tells Tina the one person I cannot stand in the game that I said that to her. What a moron I am for thinking that I could try and play both sides temporarily. Only reason I did so was just in case Laela had the idol & decided to use it. *Sigh* Now I have Tina and potentially more players mad at me or thinking that I am disloyal when in all actuality I really am just trying to be honest. Plus, it doesn't help that I went on an Anti-Tina campaign a couple days ago and badmouthed her to Carly and Ben. I don't think Ben would say anything, but Carly is a space cadet and who knows what she tells others. So ultimately my goal is to do some serious damage control & try to repair my image with the rest of the tribe.
As for alliances, I've only created one with Ben. I told Ben that I wanted to create a group alliance with a few others, but nothing has materialized thus far. That could potentially be due to the fact that certain people are like never around *cough*Beau,Taylor, Zoe*cough*. I feel so behind so early in the game ... this just blows.
